Like I said before...jut when you think you are out...it pulls you back in..
I HATE mornings.
I am awake again at 5:24 am ..then i get to thinkin....5:24..well, aiden was born at 2:54.same numbers...i awake at this time often...or notice the time,....
maybe i think too much...
I am missing him a lot today....I feel my lump returning to the back of my throat...
I just want to hold him...
I want to feel that tiny breath on my face..
hold his little wrinkled fingers....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I just want to scream
I just want this feeling to go away
I just want him
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you can call at 524. Or I'll get an alarm on my AIM .. lol.. Some type of fire engine sound. LOL
Hope your day lends itself to a bit less heartache. I'm here for you.
I'm sure a snow day.. is hell on Earth for you. :) LOL Send them all outside to freeze a bit. Then they'll take a bit to defrost when they come in. You'll get ahead. That was my theory for the day.
love and hugss (())))
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