Just an update

I just wanted to let everyone know that I am having a good day....I almost felt guilty today not crying but I made it a whole day with no tears....
I got an email from the dads and the baby is doing well...they got their clearance and are home in New York...I got pictures of him with his cousin and Gram...they all have so much joy and Aiden..who by the way was a week old yesterday...looks wonderful...
I miss him and love him and like i said before..Seeing him with his family brings me much happiness...i will add pictures later..
Love you all and thank you for your kind words ...even if they are not posted as comments...They mean more to me than you know...