a little update

so, i just wanted to let everyone know...
i am gonna take some time off
i am forced...
soemthing is wrong with the computer...
ANYWHOOOO....
it is good though
i need to spend time with my laundry and dust bunnies...
i actually got the whole attic cleaned and dusted and sheets washed today.......
~no mom....NOT THE CLOSET...no on can see that..lmao
anyway
i got an update from the dads
lucas is doing well
he is now over 11lbs
got his first shots
and dad is on his way back to work
paternity leave is over...
maybe now he can get a little tiny speck of what i feel day to day
dj and i talked alot this week about him...for the first time
it felt good.
i am feeling a little better tooo...
still missing him
still wishing i could put that box away..
not yet
not time
its coming though...
there is more laughter than tears
and a lot less laundry!