i bet you are all wondering what happened..
i have been trying to avoid this page
trying to avoid everything about it
i had a hard weekend..
easter
his first easter
seeing logan, my nephew often reminds me of him...
all their "first's" are the same
so ...
well
anyway
i havent heard how aidens was..
i dont hear from them much
and i geuss that is where i am now
pissed
that while i was preggers
well..i heard from the dads all the time..
emails
phone calls
everything
now
it is almost like they got what they wanted and see ya
they send me pictures when i ask
but it just sucks
i never expected anything in return..nothing
i knew what i was doing
but come on
i mean
i dont know how to explain this without sounding like a spoiled brat
i gave them their family
a life
my son
and well, i would just expect alittle more...
a little more communication
something
some sense that i am appreciated
i dont know if this is coming out right
i mean
i wonder if they still talk about me
if they still tell him about me
i just dont wanna be faded out
i am gonna stop
i dont want to hurt anyones feelings...
i hate this whole thing
i wish ALL the feelings would go away.......
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3 comments:
I think you have been doing awesome. Just wanted you to know that. I am sure you will be seeing some easter pics soon. You do make gorgeous kids.
Keep true to you Jen, that's how you been getting through it all.......and of corse Collins snuggles help
((((hugs))) and then a reminder to get off your slacker ass and clean or something. Whatta ya think? There's a CLEANING FAIRY OR SOMETHING?"
snort.. xoxoxoxoxooxox
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okay..so you've been a little busy since i last saw you.....2x years ago!
i've never met anyone like you or your silly girl twin & acomplice (that would be debby) ....i've certainly not met anyone with the strength you have.
honestly, i have no idea what to say? all i know is...i'm here now. i will always be here and be your friend. thank you for sharing this journey with me. you have my love and support, always jenn.
hang in there sweetie.
i'm mailing you my package of gum. all 50000 flippin packs.
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